Friday, February 26, 2010

Oh boy does it hurt

hahaha--funny name--
well a person I so deaply do care about--called me a loser bc I had nothing to blog about--well my dear--here you go--you wanted me to blog so here it is.

Last year on my last indoor soccer game for the year--I went into a tackle and I got kicked right in my big right toe--ever since then it's been killing me and has not stopped killing me--I went to go to the Dr and they xrayed my toe--not broken--but has extreme arthritis--The reason why i have this issues is bc of a Bunion (stupid thing) I have no motion in the toe bc of it, so the end of my toe has been compensating the bend--so over the years it produced arthritis--
The Dr told me a few things, either you quiet and not play soccer--suck it up and deal with the pain or get a 20min surgery and be in this funny looking boot for 4 weeks--Weill i opted to suck it up--That day I did get a cortizone shot, did nothing--didn't play during the spring and summer--so the inflamation went down--well this winter of course it inflammed up again--I deal with the nagging pain '(like listening to a nagging person all the time) all day long and night--well I guess i have to suck it up.. I still continue to play--

Well my dear--here is your blog--hope you enjoy--

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Screwed Again

Story of my life--
It seems like I'm always the one to be screwed not matter what happens.
I recieved a call from my account this morning to give me some information on what I will be getting back this year--Well he said not as much as last year--So I said meaning what--so he told me, I was like WOW --thats alot less then last year--I asked him for a reason on why so little.
Well, he says, you made alot more money this year then you did last year--You are taking the max out which is good---and the right thing to do--but here is were you lost your money--He said you wife is not contributing enough she is claimng to little--on Federal she is married maybe claiming 3 and the same for state--so he goes, with that--the extra money you made is going right back to the government--if she claimed more it would have never eaten into your return. You would have made a killing this year but since she claimed to little--it took away from your refund--I said GREAT--I put in new doors not to long ago--so the Energy credit is pretty much what I'm getting back. Awsome--Thanks again for screwing me--just like everyone else in this house.
She is crying wolf I have not money--I'm down to my last $ blah blah blah--Well--Guess what STOP SPENDING MONEY YOU DO NOT HAVE--she is all upset bc we are getting nothing back-WELL GUESS WHAT--thats your fault--claim more in Taxes I tell her--she tells me she can't afford it--Well guess what--DON"T FUCKING COMPLAIN THEN--you did this Not me.
So the sucker that I am--I told her just to take the money--I have enough bc I save and spend my money on wise things--Am I stupid for letting her take it--or am I saying take it to not listen to her complain about how she has no money.
This is clearly not working--Money issues--bringing me down--we dont' get along--What is making me stay--It;s my son--even thought we dont get along 50% of the time--but he is still my son and I will never leave his side--
I'm always the one to get screwed and put my shit on hold for other people bc of my heart--I guess I care too much about other things and dont worry or think of me first.
I'm an idiot.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Frustrations

Well today is a new day but this morning and last night has been nothing but a frustration for me. First off this month in work has been really really slow, I'm very suprised I'm hitting my numbers for the month. But the biggest frustration I have is between me and my son. At times we get along very well, but when It's time to put my foot down, he does not take me serious--i'm the fun Dad, the one who plays all the time, the one who never tells him what to do--and My wife is the one he listens to the one he is affraid of.
Well last night we are at soccer--after practice I let him go in to play jerkey ball, with a few friends, me and the other dad go over and say it's time to go--of course his kid leaves with out a problem--my son--gives me a hard time. I had to Drag him out crying I was so embarressed.
I'm glad he wants to stay and watch, but it was late--The whole time home he keeps on telling me he hates me and he wants me to move out--ect--I do understand sometimes they don't mean what they say, but he's 5--he understands--I think he treats me like shit bc me and my wife do not have the best relationship--we are always at each others throats--adn since he is a mommy boy he takes after her.
So when we got home--he didn't want to get out of th car, so I left him there, came in and told my wife you get him I'm done--next thing that comes out of her mouth--"You guys are unbelievable" Blammming the situaion on me--acting like it's my fault that he is in a bad mood--it was time to go, he didn't want to go, so he threw one of his fits--how is that my fault--So for the rest of the night I said Nothign to her--i'm sick of this shit-he continued to say it's a party when Daddy is not around--I was so close to grabbing my shit and saying well guys you are getting yoru wish, I'm GONE and I'm nto coming back--Good luck--but I can't just can't leave my kid like that and I never will--
This morning is a whole new chapter--I work from home on Tues adn thursday, whn I work form home I put my son on the bus, well this week he has vacation so he goes to day care--well my wife thought that i would bring him down to day care--Again I work from home on thursdays--and our day care is right on her way to work, so why woud she not bring him there since it's right on her way--she wanted me to bring him and then come back home adn start my day--adn she would just drive right by--DOES this make any since--if you drive right by why would you not bring him-she kept on tellign me--it's your day--yes it is, it's my day to get him on the bus--NO school NO bus--you drive right by--what since is it for me to bring him when you drive right by. Common sense--i just dont' get it.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Welcome to my first Blog

I have never blogged before, a good friend wants me to blog, so here you go.
blog blog blog