I guess it all started last night--
Well went to the dentist and I have a cavity that is starting--OK no big deal, they told me to use Flouride mouth wash that will help the situation. It will help "maybe" get rid of the issue.
Last night had an early game which I love--Then I can come home take a shower and just Chill for the rest of the night. Well got home from my game and went upstairs to get ready for my shower, but as soon as i walked into the bedroom door, I get "I thought you fixed the TV" that set me off right away and it was so snotty on how it was said. " the TV cable box had to be replaced, so the new one is a little differant and we can't get the volume to work on the main remote, so know we have to use the TV remote and the cable box remote"
I looked at her and said I did" she then says, well the volume does work and the numbers don't work" I said well get off the computer stop fucking around on it and read the directions and fix it yourself. I then told her to press 004 instead of just 4 if you want the number. Really, why do I need to explain stupid easy stuff like that. Then I went in and took my shower, got out got change and walked down stairs to relax.
The main issues is when I get home i would like a Hello from either her or my son, but as soon as I walk in the door I get "Dad do you want to play" or some BS from her. The only person that is there for me is my DOG. I get home she is there ready to great me and happy as can be when I walk threw that door. Then me and her go outside and we play. Thats the start to my relax time. I take a deep breath, then walk back in the house.
Couldn't sleep last night, got kicked in my bad toe, was hurting all night, throbbing--I guess I do need to get it fixed, but do not want to be in a funny boot for 2 months.
I just need a break--work is frustrating, they spend millions of dollars for a new system the system never freaking works--Can't see numbers, where I am for the month, NOTHING--Funny, Sales reps are all about numbers and we can't do jack about it. Goals keep on going up, making it harder and harder to earn money--They are content for people to make 45k a year, guess what, salary is 35k, who in the world at this time can live off of that. The company makes Millions we make pennies--I need to make more money.
Issues done--haven't blogged in awhile, good to get things out
Oh one last thing, the only reason why I enjoy logging on to my work email is to see a Nice GOOD MORNING From a special somebody, every morning--Thats a spirit lifter for me--big heart, great friend. Enjoy to talk to. You get me threw my day-- THANK YOU.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
Oh boy does it hurt
hahaha--funny name--
well a person I so deaply do care about--called me a loser bc I had nothing to blog about--well my dear--here you go--you wanted me to blog so here it is.
Last year on my last indoor soccer game for the year--I went into a tackle and I got kicked right in my big right toe--ever since then it's been killing me and has not stopped killing me--I went to go to the Dr and they xrayed my toe--not broken--but has extreme arthritis--The reason why i have this issues is bc of a Bunion (stupid thing) I have no motion in the toe bc of it, so the end of my toe has been compensating the bend--so over the years it produced arthritis--
The Dr told me a few things, either you quiet and not play soccer--suck it up and deal with the pain or get a 20min surgery and be in this funny looking boot for 4 weeks--Weill i opted to suck it up--That day I did get a cortizone shot, did nothing--didn't play during the spring and summer--so the inflamation went down--well this winter of course it inflammed up again--I deal with the nagging pain '(like listening to a nagging person all the time) all day long and night--well I guess i have to suck it up.. I still continue to play--
Well my dear--here is your blog--hope you enjoy--
well a person I so deaply do care about--called me a loser bc I had nothing to blog about--well my dear--here you go--you wanted me to blog so here it is.
Last year on my last indoor soccer game for the year--I went into a tackle and I got kicked right in my big right toe--ever since then it's been killing me and has not stopped killing me--I went to go to the Dr and they xrayed my toe--not broken--but has extreme arthritis--The reason why i have this issues is bc of a Bunion (stupid thing) I have no motion in the toe bc of it, so the end of my toe has been compensating the bend--so over the years it produced arthritis--
The Dr told me a few things, either you quiet and not play soccer--suck it up and deal with the pain or get a 20min surgery and be in this funny looking boot for 4 weeks--Weill i opted to suck it up--That day I did get a cortizone shot, did nothing--didn't play during the spring and summer--so the inflamation went down--well this winter of course it inflammed up again--I deal with the nagging pain '(like listening to a nagging person all the time) all day long and night--well I guess i have to suck it up.. I still continue to play--
Well my dear--here is your blog--hope you enjoy--
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Screwed Again
Story of my life--
It seems like I'm always the one to be screwed not matter what happens.
I recieved a call from my account this morning to give me some information on what I will be getting back this year--Well he said not as much as last year--So I said meaning what--so he told me, I was like WOW --thats alot less then last year--I asked him for a reason on why so little.
Well, he says, you made alot more money this year then you did last year--You are taking the max out which is good---and the right thing to do--but here is were you lost your money--He said you wife is not contributing enough she is claimng to little--on Federal she is married maybe claiming 3 and the same for state--so he goes, with that--the extra money you made is going right back to the government--if she claimed more it would have never eaten into your return. You would have made a killing this year but since she claimed to little--it took away from your refund--I said GREAT--I put in new doors not to long ago--so the Energy credit is pretty much what I'm getting back. Awsome--Thanks again for screwing me--just like everyone else in this house.
She is crying wolf I have not money--I'm down to my last $ blah blah blah--Well--Guess what STOP SPENDING MONEY YOU DO NOT HAVE--she is all upset bc we are getting nothing back-WELL GUESS WHAT--thats your fault--claim more in Taxes I tell her--she tells me she can't afford it--Well guess what--DON"T FUCKING COMPLAIN THEN--you did this Not me.
So the sucker that I am--I told her just to take the money--I have enough bc I save and spend my money on wise things--Am I stupid for letting her take it--or am I saying take it to not listen to her complain about how she has no money.
This is clearly not working--Money issues--bringing me down--we dont' get along--What is making me stay--It;s my son--even thought we dont get along 50% of the time--but he is still my son and I will never leave his side--
I'm always the one to get screwed and put my shit on hold for other people bc of my heart--I guess I care too much about other things and dont worry or think of me first.
I'm an idiot.
It seems like I'm always the one to be screwed not matter what happens.
I recieved a call from my account this morning to give me some information on what I will be getting back this year--Well he said not as much as last year--So I said meaning what--so he told me, I was like WOW --thats alot less then last year--I asked him for a reason on why so little.
Well, he says, you made alot more money this year then you did last year--You are taking the max out which is good---and the right thing to do--but here is were you lost your money--He said you wife is not contributing enough she is claimng to little--on Federal she is married maybe claiming 3 and the same for state--so he goes, with that--the extra money you made is going right back to the government--if she claimed more it would have never eaten into your return. You would have made a killing this year but since she claimed to little--it took away from your refund--I said GREAT--I put in new doors not to long ago--so the Energy credit is pretty much what I'm getting back. Awsome--Thanks again for screwing me--just like everyone else in this house.
She is crying wolf I have not money--I'm down to my last $ blah blah blah--Well--Guess what STOP SPENDING MONEY YOU DO NOT HAVE--she is all upset bc we are getting nothing back-WELL GUESS WHAT--thats your fault--claim more in Taxes I tell her--she tells me she can't afford it--Well guess what--DON"T FUCKING COMPLAIN THEN--you did this Not me.
So the sucker that I am--I told her just to take the money--I have enough bc I save and spend my money on wise things--Am I stupid for letting her take it--or am I saying take it to not listen to her complain about how she has no money.
This is clearly not working--Money issues--bringing me down--we dont' get along--What is making me stay--It;s my son--even thought we dont get along 50% of the time--but he is still my son and I will never leave his side--
I'm always the one to get screwed and put my shit on hold for other people bc of my heart--I guess I care too much about other things and dont worry or think of me first.
I'm an idiot.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Frustrations
Well today is a new day but this morning and last night has been nothing but a frustration for me. First off this month in work has been really really slow, I'm very suprised I'm hitting my numbers for the month. But the biggest frustration I have is between me and my son. At times we get along very well, but when It's time to put my foot down, he does not take me serious--i'm the fun Dad, the one who plays all the time, the one who never tells him what to do--and My wife is the one he listens to the one he is affraid of.
Well last night we are at soccer--after practice I let him go in to play jerkey ball, with a few friends, me and the other dad go over and say it's time to go--of course his kid leaves with out a problem--my son--gives me a hard time. I had to Drag him out crying I was so embarressed.
I'm glad he wants to stay and watch, but it was late--The whole time home he keeps on telling me he hates me and he wants me to move out--ect--I do understand sometimes they don't mean what they say, but he's 5--he understands--I think he treats me like shit bc me and my wife do not have the best relationship--we are always at each others throats--adn since he is a mommy boy he takes after her.
So when we got home--he didn't want to get out of th car, so I left him there, came in and told my wife you get him I'm done--next thing that comes out of her mouth--"You guys are unbelievable" Blammming the situaion on me--acting like it's my fault that he is in a bad mood--it was time to go, he didn't want to go, so he threw one of his fits--how is that my fault--So for the rest of the night I said Nothign to her--i'm sick of this shit-he continued to say it's a party when Daddy is not around--I was so close to grabbing my shit and saying well guys you are getting yoru wish, I'm GONE and I'm nto coming back--Good luck--but I can't just can't leave my kid like that and I never will--
This morning is a whole new chapter--I work from home on Tues adn thursday, whn I work form home I put my son on the bus, well this week he has vacation so he goes to day care--well my wife thought that i would bring him down to day care--Again I work from home on thursdays--and our day care is right on her way to work, so why woud she not bring him there since it's right on her way--she wanted me to bring him and then come back home adn start my day--adn she would just drive right by--DOES this make any since--if you drive right by why would you not bring him-she kept on tellign me--it's your day--yes it is, it's my day to get him on the bus--NO school NO bus--you drive right by--what since is it for me to bring him when you drive right by. Common sense--i just dont' get it.
Well last night we are at soccer--after practice I let him go in to play jerkey ball, with a few friends, me and the other dad go over and say it's time to go--of course his kid leaves with out a problem--my son--gives me a hard time. I had to Drag him out crying I was so embarressed.
I'm glad he wants to stay and watch, but it was late--The whole time home he keeps on telling me he hates me and he wants me to move out--ect--I do understand sometimes they don't mean what they say, but he's 5--he understands--I think he treats me like shit bc me and my wife do not have the best relationship--we are always at each others throats--adn since he is a mommy boy he takes after her.
So when we got home--he didn't want to get out of th car, so I left him there, came in and told my wife you get him I'm done--next thing that comes out of her mouth--"You guys are unbelievable" Blammming the situaion on me--acting like it's my fault that he is in a bad mood--it was time to go, he didn't want to go, so he threw one of his fits--how is that my fault--So for the rest of the night I said Nothign to her--i'm sick of this shit-he continued to say it's a party when Daddy is not around--I was so close to grabbing my shit and saying well guys you are getting yoru wish, I'm GONE and I'm nto coming back--Good luck--but I can't just can't leave my kid like that and I never will--
This morning is a whole new chapter--I work from home on Tues adn thursday, whn I work form home I put my son on the bus, well this week he has vacation so he goes to day care--well my wife thought that i would bring him down to day care--Again I work from home on thursdays--and our day care is right on her way to work, so why woud she not bring him there since it's right on her way--she wanted me to bring him and then come back home adn start my day--adn she would just drive right by--DOES this make any since--if you drive right by why would you not bring him-she kept on tellign me--it's your day--yes it is, it's my day to get him on the bus--NO school NO bus--you drive right by--what since is it for me to bring him when you drive right by. Common sense--i just dont' get it.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Welcome to my first Blog
I have never blogged before, a good friend wants me to blog, so here you go.
blog blog blog
blog blog blog
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)